Solitarian Soul - XIII:19 - Trilogy

Experimental music 2011

THE CONCEPT FOR THIS SERIES IS INSPIRED FROM GLOBAL POLITICS WHICH IS MAINLY BASED ON ABSENCE AND IMMINENT LOSS OF SELF AND SELF-CONSCIENCE AND THAT IS THE ULTIMATE FIGHT FOR EVERY INDIVIDUAL.

THE VISION / GAINED SELF

THE FIRST PART IS DEDICATED TO ALL THE PAST VISIONS THAT WARNED AGAINST THIS AND IT IS MOSTLY A SOUND IMAGE. THIS IS ACTUALLY THE WAY I SEE MUSIC: WITHOUT GLAMOROUS VIDEOS AND BASED MOSTLY ON REAL MATTERS. 

THIS PART IS SET ON A LONELY, ISOLATED PLACE, EXPOSED TO WINDS, WHERE A SOLITARY OLD MAN WRITES THE FUTURE OF MANKIND.

LOST SELF

THE SECOND PART DEALS WITH THE PARADOX OF MANKIND: LOSING SELF IS THE DIRECTION PRESENT SOCIETY HEADS TO. IN CHRISTIAN DOGMA, LOSING SELF IS ACTUALLY WINNING SELF BUT HERE 'SELF' IS DEFINED AS THE HUMAN SIDE. AS A PARADOX, IN A SOCIETY OF INVERSED VALUES, SUCH A THING IS FREQUENTLY LABELED AS NIHILISM AND NIHILISM IS A DOCTRINE THAT WAS FOUNDED ON ANTI-CHRISTIAN GROUNDS. BEING A CHRISTIAN OR A NON-CHRISTIAN, LOSING SELF AND OPENING AND DEDICATING TO THE OTHERS IS STILL A GREAT VALUE, AND IT IS THE ULTIMATE ONE IN A SOCIETY WHERE 'SELF' GETS A LOT OF DIVERSE AND RELATIVE MEANINGS, SUCH AS TO PURSUE MONEY, CAREER, BEING A PUBLIC PERSON OR CREATING A STRONG MEDIATIC BACKGROUND IN ORDER TO SUCCED AND IMPOSE IN FRONT OF OTHERS. THIS IS ACTUALLY VERY EASY IN A SYSTEM THAT PROVIDES ALL OF THAT WHEN YOU MAKE SURE THAT YOU FOLLOW THE GENERAL DOCTRINE OR AGENDA, THE MODERN VIEWS AND DIRECTIONS IMPOSED BY THE LEADERSHIP.

LOST SELF IS, THEREFORE A STATE OF LOSS BECAUSE SELF CONSCIENCE IS NO LONGER ACTIVE AND SELF CONSCIENCE, FROM MY POINT OF VIEW MAKES US  COMPLETE FROM THE SPIRITUAL POINT OF VIEW. THE GUITAR PLAY WAS RECORDED BY MYSELF AND IT IS DOUBLED AND ECHOED WHEN THE INNER WAR IS CLOSING TO ITS CLIMAX. SOME OF US KEEP FIGHTING, SOME OF US RESIGN BUT MOST OF US IGNORE. 

THIS PART IS THE STORY OF A MAN FROM OUR TIMES THAT ACKNOWLEDGED ALL THESE THINGS AND KEPT FIGHTING THE BATTLE UNTIL THE END.

THE MACHINERY

THE LAST PART IS A DESCRIPTION OF THIS SYSTEM AND PROBABLY THE NON TUNING OF THE MAIN LAYER WITH THE GENERAL BURDEN IN THE BACKGROUND IS A SYMBOLIC WAY OF DESCRIBING HOW THIS OPRESSIVE SYSTEM WORKS AT GLOBAL SCALE AND WHAT IS THE GENERAL APPROACH TO SELF AS A GENERAL IDEA.

THE BASS INSERTIONS ARE ALSO A SYMBOL OF HOW THE SYSTEM INTRUDES AND HOW PERSEVERENT IT IS IN RESHAPING THE HUMAN WAY OF THINKING. 

I USED TO THINK THAT BODY IS A RECIPIENT BUT I MIGHT GOT IT WRONG AND MOST OF US MIGHT DID, BECAUSE THE BODY IS SO EASILY TO CONQUERE AND THAT HAS AN IMPACT OVER THE MIND. THEREFORE WHERE LIES THE LAST HOPE OF MANKIND AND WHAT IS THE REAL RECIPIENT THAN THE GUIDING SPIRIT THAT OVERTRONES MIND AND CARRIES OUR WISHES AND DREAMS TO ACCOMPLISHMENT. THEREFORE, BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH OR DREAM OF AND WHERE DO ALL THESE OPTIONS COME FROM.